DARE I ASK?
Dare I ask You yet again for the things I asked for before?
I continue to ask over and over for favors and blessings,
Does that mean I didn't believe Your promise or I think I was ignored?
Can I bluntly ask
You to shout the way to me?
Is it ok if I think I might miss your whispered answer?
Dare I wait until You loudly call or write instructions on the wall to see?
I've told You I am confused and undecided.
I've told You I don't know the way.
I need a map to the future where I am to abide.
You know me better than all others. You know I'm not that bright.
I need the handwriting on the wall. You know I won't move until I see it all.
I am afraid; my road simply must have a light.
I wait. I wait for You to tell me what to do.
Meanwhile, situations grow worse and
Do I truly stand idle, waiting on words from You?
I wait. Yes, I wait for You.
Decisions are made
in Your time, not mine.
You know when Your plan for me is due.